Doctors, Doctors And More Doctors

From California to Texas, and from the dense forests of South India to Bangalore, I have exhausted all doctors. Of course, that’s an exaggeration, but you get the point.

My friends, their friends, their friends’ friends’ friends have all spoken to me. The top specialists in the world and the modest fakir have all talked to me. I have waited for hoursย to meet the super specialists,ย and I cannot remember the number of international calls I have made.

My driving skills and the my car’s strength have been well tested with all the driving between remote villages in search of that nectar which will cure him completely.

I try, I try harder, I try again and then I hope.

The other day I got a call from someone and she said that God is looking at everything I am doing now and some day in the future something very good will happen to me. Sure sure, that is lovely indeed. But, I just ask the same God to let that very good thing happen right away. My prayer is simple, “God if you are listening to me then I just have one question. Why him ? Why did you choose a person who perhaps has no clue what anger is, who is undoubtedly the nicest human being I have ever known and who is so full of love and warmth. Where is justice for him ? Let him get back to normalcy soon. Let him be his old self, full of laughter with his brilliant sense of humor. Please…..”.

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16 Comments on “Doctors, Doctors And More Doctors”

  1. JM Says:

    Hi Dreamer, I understand your pain, your agony, your desperation, your feeling of helplessness when you look at him. You are doing what you possibly can. You are the strength to others right now. Take care of yourself, my dear. Our prayers are with you. I think of you everyday, praying for him and for all of you. HOPE is the only elixer of life right now, hold onto that.

  2. decemberstud Says:

    @ JM :
    Thanks for passing by my blog. Those are excellent words and a real source of strength. Thank you so much.

    @ Bhagawan :
    Should I really call you by that name ? I have removed your comments for obvious reasons. Let me be plain and straight with you. Most of the people who come to this blog have no clue who I am, so why are you worried ? Why do you even care to visit my blog ? I cannot even begin to fathom the amount of hatred you have towards us. I just cannot hate you like that, I never will. What is it that you gained by your comments ? A trimuph, really ? Have you told all your friends that you comment on my blog using a made-up name ? Even I can come to the world famous Mysore blog and comment on your articles. I won’t stoop to that level. This is my personal blog and a way of expressing myself. Should that bother you so much ? Just sit silent for a few minutes and relax. Do you think I am lying when I say that I am trying my level best to talk to the best doctors all over the world and see if we can get a complete cure ? If you really think I am lying, then I don’t have anything else to say. Good luck with whatever good things you do, don’t waste your time visiting my blog. The topics here are not all that interesting, after all I don’t get to see three tigers in one day….


  3. relax…sir.

    Good to see you back, and HOPE everything is fine with you. No doubt good things happen to good people. Have Faith

  4. Dheerendragopal Says:

    DS , yella sariyogathe dont worry . I underwent the same thing some 10 years ago and I was praying ‘ Please take away everything that I(We) own , cant you not just spare him’ . Thats when we realize all that we own is useless and doesnt have enough power to heal your dearesst one . Thats the situation when you start leaning towards Faith.
    devru nimge olledhu maadli .

  5. Dheerendragopal Says:

    Mr.Kumar, offtopic

    Yaar swamy adhu Bhagwan ( nonsense fellow) haage bardhidhu?
    http://churumuri.wordpress.com/2007/03/07/in-nagarahole-tigers-are-like-city-buses/#comments

    is he part of the team that saw three tigers ? Well reading your comment
    He is certainly a YILI ( rat).

  6. decemberstud Says:

    @ Srik :
    Thank you so much. Your comments are always encouraging, thanks so much.

    @ Dheerendragopal :
    Thanks a ton for the support. You are so right. I do understand the reality, but as you have rightly pointed out, nothing beats faith.

    And my sincere apologies for removing your other comment. I hope you understand. You were quick and smart enough to figure out what I was talking about just by that one line in my comment. But, I am sure you understand my philosophy that there is no point in pointing fingers at someone. Since you had a link in your comment, I removed it ๐Ÿ™‚ I absolutely treasure your faith in me and you probably have no idea how helpful your comments have been. Maybe someday when this post becomes real old, I will put your comment back ๐Ÿ™‚ On that note, do you know me ?

  7. Veena Says:

    DS.. whats happening ? ella bouncers… eno neevu post barithideeralla, thats the status update we receive & look for…

    Why don’t you write your-kind-of-post once ? I am sorry If I sound very demanding., I know I am asking for too much, I also know that you can write it.

  8. decemberstud Says:

    @ Veena :
    LOL….Yeah, a few more good posts are on the way. Talking of bouncers, I should start blogging cricket, huh ? Are you watching WI’s pathetic batting ? And to think that at one point I thought they would come to finals….

    @ Bhagawan :
    I am bored addressing you by this name. I have no intentions of ‘stooping’, but just for the pleasure of my readers, I guess I will continue. Believe me, I have put myself in your shoes, not once, several times and that’s probably one of the reasons why I don’t hate you at all. I have a mind of my own. Have you ever, for one second, thought of treating me as a separate entity ?

    Another thing, people talk all kinds of stuff. That doesn’t mean we have to believe whatever we hear. I have heard tens of people talk about the reason you are the way you are because of the genes from the other side. I just laugh at such people. Don’t you see how shallow it is ? And then there are tens more who claim that you are the way you are because of your wife and she instigates you to do all the bad things in this World, and that you were fine before marriage and all that fun stuff….Yeah right, I am supposed to believe such cock and bull stories.

    At the end of the day, it is unfortunate that you didn’t look at me from a different angle, you just clubbed me with the package for no fault of mine. Well, I hope you and your family live happily. If you think this is one more Oscar worthy performance, so be it.

    And finally, I don’t owe anything to anyone. It’s just the mutual love and respect which is making me do things that I am doing. Oh, and no parent need to give ‘permission’ to their children to do such and such a thing and no child needs to give ‘permission’ to their parents to do stuff which they want to do. Every human has a mind of his own and he or she makes the decisions they want to, period.

  9. Vittal Says:

    This is hard man! Keep trying! Who knows – something might work!! We are all praying for him.

  10. Vijay Says:

    Hey DS… only you know what you are going through. The best we can do is to pray with you. Stay strong dude… keep the faith.

  11. Dheerendragopal Says:

    LOL ! .
    Dont worry , naanu aaa famous Blognalli yellar charithre nu aLudh bittedhene.
    I am kind of ‘REBEL STAR’ alli Siva ..Moderators hate me ..yaakadru barthane antha .
    I am banned for couple of weeks . I was hated because I ask direct questions
    write kannada in english and halavaaru reasons .
    But a lot of people find me witty , funny and timepass as well . thats why I keep visiting the blog . People even have tried to get in touch with me .
    B.T.W relax Shiva yella olledhu aythadhe .

    In events such as yours I just stay firm and unperturbed and say to myself
    ‘What worst can happen in Life?’ if anything happens I just plainly say ‘Is that all ?
    and what more?’ likewise I prepare myself for the next tsunami in my life .

    I have had these high tides in regular intervals and next time I am sure I get washed away . So I have started preparing(mentally) my family against all odds .
    Think always that your issues may not be all that great and people might be facing a much more difficult .
    nemmadhi yirali

  12. rk Says:

    d-stud,
    something in me tells that ‘he’ will be fine!

    d-gopal,
    yenanna aramana?

    I have had these high tides in regular intervals … So I have started preparing(mentally) my family against all odds .

    nambthiro illvo, naanu idanne maadthirodu.
    devru olledu maadli.

  13. mouna Says:

    ‘most of the people who come to this blog have no clue who i am’

    yes, that is true. but i do know somebody who celebrates his birthday in december, somebody who writes intelligent stuff. a person who loves everything good in life(hide and seek included), a person who wonders why i’m called so…. ๐Ÿ™‚

    that’s sufficient for me, you’ve put forth your deepest thoughts, your fears, happiness, something that appears nice as u are anonymous.

    on the other hand, i too am the same: anonymous, it’s just that i project myself in my articles.

    what more do i need??

  14. decemberstud Says:

    @ Vittal :
    Thank you so much. On a lighter note, I thought you were an atheist ๐Ÿ˜‰

    @ Vijay :
    I sure will, thank you so much!!!

    @ Dheerendragopal :
    guruvE, EnE hELu, nInaMtu sakkath majA koDtiyAmma ๐Ÿ™‚ Keep up the good comments. And, your last line is very true. I am sure there are so many issues in thsi World, which are far worse than what we go through. Thanks!!!

    @ RK :
    Thanks. As for DG and your philosophy, honestly it is quite scary, but I guess that’s the most practical approach we have.

    @ Mouna :
    True, all the qualities (or similar) you have mentioned here are really the ones which I look forward in other bloggers as well. You are a true blogger and very cool. Keep up the spirit…which makes me think, who is an “untrue” blogger ? ๐Ÿ™‚


  15. DS,

    Hope things get better for you and your family.

    G3S

  16. decemberstud Says:

    G3S :
    Thank you very much for the prayers.


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